No one left to trust....but god

well here i go again ....same story...it didnt workout...why? ...cause the fucken bastard was a fucken liar....i told him clrearly i dont want a realationship right now cause i been thoughr so much shit...but no the idiot kept on insisting...so i stopped ignoring him and i thought to myself...¨i wouldnt hurt to givehim chance¨after a wonderfull night of nothing but sweet thoughtfull things from him..i think to myslef...¨wow man im really starting to like him...but wake up ths morning to a phone call...guess who it was???...his girlfriend.....she was like´¨ is this sandra? ¨...i was liek yeha half asleep...and i said ¨yess why¨and she said this is philips girlfriend...at that moment i swear i woke up..i was like ¨wat?¨...so yeah i turns out that they had been dating for the longest time already...i got up off my bed after the long conversation...i souldnt belive it....see that makes it harder for me to ever trust guys again....why? cause they are all the same ....non of them give a fuckabout nothing other than themselves...wel now all thats left is for me to get back in to the mood of dating again...i have a feeling its gonna take a while..
Mood:........Sandra