Fake Suicide Note

I brought this apon myself
All this hate
Its something I had to do
But I wish I hadnt done
I needed to keep everyone at bay
So no one would care
There is no clue in my mind
As to what makes feel this way
But I dont Need to drag anyone down with me
The feelings have been there since 11
Im just sorry that ive made good enough friends to care what happens
So I have to attack you
To make you stop loving me
I wish it didnt have to be so
I will never hate you
But you will me, for that im glad